Wednesday, December 8, 2010

"open your eyes.your heart..your mind..."

“When the light of Islam shines into Ruben (Abu Bakr)’s heart”...SubhanALLAH..

“But this is a set Clear Signs in the hearts of those who have been endowed with knowledge. None, except the utterly unjust will deny Our signs” – Al-Ankabut 29:49

“ Verily, in all this there are messages indeed for those who can read the signs” – Al-Hijr 15:7

“Surely in the creations of the heaven and the earth, and in the alteration of night and day , there are signs for people of understanding.” – Ali ‘Imran : 190

One night, I decided to really trying get this spiritual mood happening. I lit a candle, I had a window open, I had a curtain strung, and I was trying to get that really spiritual feeling. It was a nice summer night in Melbourne, summer night that can get u heaven and I was sitting there and I thinking this is it, this is the night!!. I have been investigating all the spiritual proofs and all the scientific proofs about the fact the mountain of the piths, about how the embryo develop inside the woman. All this amazing proofs, but I still needed the little push. It was like I was at the edge of the cliff, I was ready to jump, I just need a push. So I was sitting there, sitting quiet, I was reading the Quran, I stopped and I said..ALLAH, this is my moment, this is the time I’m about jump into Islam, all I need is the sign, just a little sign, nothing huge, maybe a bolter blightly, maybe the house could fall down or something u know..something just small, small for u, u created this...common. So I sat there, I was waiting for the candle to start lighting up to form mating high like in the movie. Then I say ok..GO,..

And subhanALLAH nothing, absolutely nothing happens, I was really dissapointed to be honest, so I sat there and I said, ALLAH this is your chance, i’m here, i’m going no where...I’ll give U another chance, ok maybe U busy, u know day time over the other side of the world, all of the stuff going on... maybe this is the time I could just leave Kaabah flooring u know...something small, aah the candle...Let’s forget that..I do where I can find that, so I don’t care...just anything, so I say ok, GO...And SubhanALLAH, absolutely nothing happens, and I mean I couldn’t even said Urr..that was it , that creep that was sat on the wall, that was it. Absolutely nothing happens, I was really dissapointed, I was gasses, I was sitting there, thinking this is it, u know, this was my last chance , Islam... and I really, I haven’t found it. I put bace the Quran, and turn back to where I was reading. SubhanALLAH, the very next verse, on the next page........................

"For those of u who ask for the signs, Have u not shown for your reading... look around u, look at the star, look at the sun, look at water, this are the signs for people of knowledge......."

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